angst

I was like wondering how will it work for me in the office. So much things to do and to consider. Sometimes I wonder if it’s best to just curse all of my brand marketing who only knows how to add and mark down  all non-moving merchandise.

I never thought that having this kind of work environment will consider me as a multitasking person, in and out of the office. I consider myself as hardworking and as much as possible I don’t want to be a burden in what i need to do with my job. I wanted to consider my common sense and the knowledge regarding with all the things that I have learned throughout the years. 

Today, I am in the battlefield of arguing with the things that I think is not appropriate. I look like an assistant of all my brand marketing and after wards they get all the credit. How will I be able to be noticed by my superiors when all things and directive goes to all the marketing. Who doesn’t even know what’s the word please.

As far as I am concerned I just wish that one day. I get noticed and be acknowledge by all the people that surrounds me. I wanted this job. All o ever wanted was to be regular in time