thoughts

blimey! I have an hourly basis of sleep already. I cannot even sleep so early after a long day. Insomia is killing me. Well anyways I think it’s properly incoherent that i state the  possiblities of having a good night sleep, yet still again expressing it in a manner of my body clock will do. Sleep for me is like a euphoric way of having a good time rest. It’s my time to be laying down in my comfy inviting bed. But as I was saying i have a unusual body clock . I still need to do things which i wanted before i sleep.

1.) dance - helps me be more tired. listening to my ipod and day dreaming that i am infront of the crowd singing a rock song. Example. I am going my way by lenny karvits. Guitar riff is so perfect that i could imagine myself in a runway falunting my fashionista side. head banging of course

2.) declamation - stating my hate and angst it helps me relive whatever i feel. Instead of getting myslef in trouble by just telling it to someone. 

3.) analyzing the posibilty of garvity - I am a heavy persen I weigth so bad that I wanted to be so lyt.

4.) saying my prayers of blessings.

5.) reading a book - atleast a 5 chapters will do. 

6.) listening to papa jack- sometimes i think the guy is really good in advising. I mean speaking of love problems. he is really good. i mean i idolize him for being frank and straight forward.

So I think I have only three hourse to go before i finally feel that i am so asleep. Funny thin about body clocks they are very unpredictable.